i learned how to pee properly
when i was six
i was a fairy
when i was nine
i tasted the victory
when i was twelve
i was a lady
when i was thirteen
the nerve reacted when he near me
when i was fourteen
i ignored mummy and daddy
when i was sixteen
i made love, i made enemies
when i was seventeen
i fall and die slowly
when i was eighteen
everything turned into agony
when i was nineteen
life never failed to disgust me
and now when i am twenty
still, i am not the one that i used to be.
